The Dynamic Duo

I just read Podcast 104 and it hit me- my grandson is really going to be here soon, maybe today. I have been relatively calm through all this, mostly, I think, because it hasn’t seemed quite real. I hear the Ultras discussing doctor’s visits and prenatal exercise and non stress tests. They talk about every intimate detail with a candor that surprises me and an ease that makes me a little envious. But it all seemed so far away.
But today was different. My heart took me there as I heard, felt and co-experienced the fear of the unknowns to come and the longing to see and hold this little boy so anticipated, so loved and longed for. I remember how I felt before UltraBob, my first, was born. I was far less prepared for the birth experience than UltraGirl; far less knowledgeable about episiotomies, breast care and quality of placenta. And I was scared. Actually, UltraBob, I do still remember the pain, but you are right; it pales next to the resulting miracle of life. After all, I did it three more times!
Okay, I just read the update, and it looks like it will be a few more days before baby Rufus makes his appearance. I was able to chat with the UltraFathertobe and lost a game of Scramble to him on FaceBook Games. The playing didn’t take long; the figuring out how to get to the place to play? Forever! I’m feeling a little more normal after little chats with three of my favorite sons on Skype. Maybe soon an update on my crazy busy life, but for now the spotlight remains on the parents to be. Love you guys, all three of you.
UltraMom