It's Beginning to Seem Real!
I just read Podcast 104 and it hit me- my grandson is really going to be here soon, maybe today. I have been relatively calm through all this, mostly, I think, because it hasn’t seemed quite real. I hear the Ultras discussing doctor’s visits and prenatal exercise and non stress tests. They talk about every intimate detail with a candor that surprises me and an ease that makes me a little envious. But it all seemed so far away.
But today was different. My heart took me there as I heard, felt and co-experienced the fear of the unknowns to come and the longing to see and hold this little boy so anticipated, so loved and longed for. I remember how I felt before UltraBob, my first, was born. I was far less prepared for the birth experience than UltraGirl; far less knowledgeable about episiotomies, breast care and quality of placenta. And I was scared. Actually, UltraBob, I do still remember the pain, but you are right; it pales next to the resulting miracle of life. After all, I did it three more times!
Okay, I just read the update, and it looks like it will be a few more days before baby Rufus makes his appearance. I was able to chat with the UltraFathertobe and lost a game of Scramble to him on FaceBook Games. The playing didn’t take long; the figuring out how to get to the place to play? Forever! I’m feeling a little more normal after little chats with three of my favorite sons on Skype. Maybe soon an update on my crazy busy life, but for now the spotlight remains on the parents to be. Love you guys, all three of you.
UltraMom
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Johnny
95.5
Its this big guy's turn for the spotlight. Just finished chatting with him on Skype and was struck, as always, by his insight and humor. Get well, Baby. Don't let that cold get the best of you. Take some Zicam.
UltraGirl
95.4
This girl has been lately leaving insightful comments on my posts, a move likely to ensure her a good ranking on the Oriko Leaderboard. Thanks, UltraGirl. I too am glad my camera returned from the Center of the Earth. And do give those cranberries another try.
UltraBob
95.3
k Has been a little busy, but hopefully that's good news for Akatombo Media. We keep missing each other on Skype, but we'll figure it out one of these days. Thanks for the comments. Someday I may finish writing about the trip!
Jim
95.2
Am a little disappointed cause I thought I was going to get to see this guy next weekend at Aunt Debi's wedding. Now he's not coming after all, which is probably a wise choice and all, but still drops him a bit in the Leaderboard ratings til I get over it. Give me another day or two. And he DID make me and UltraDad a super-awesome Anniversary Card with a fun guessing game. We're still waiting to hear....who won?
Heather
95.1
Hasn't been leaving comments, and refuses to share her taco dip recipe, but she did send UltraDad and me an absolutely gorgeous Anniversary card and cash for a dinner out, which we have already made use of. Thanks, Honey.
Polly
88.0
I'm going to leave this kitty up here ahead of the dogs for now. They are still barking at her at every juncture, and as far as I can see, the only thing she does to instigate it is to exist.
Murphy the Wonderdog
87.9
Doesn't bark at Polly as much as his little demon-brother, but does bark at said brother way too much. Murphy, you are the (relatively speaking) "Big Dog". If you want the chewbone Rowdy has, don't bark at him; take it away from him!
Rowdy
75.0
Still too much barking, and a little too much pooping and peeing in the house. Is starting to learn a few tricks, but is not as clever as Murphy in that way.
What I'm Playing:
Bookworm Deluxe
In My CD Player:
I'm Reading:
I need to get into a really good book. Ideas anyone?
Links
The Onion
To be announced...
on April 24, 2008 09:42 PM chenoa said:
I just feel sorry for the fourth, favorite son who didn't get to talk to you on skype yesterday. Bartholomew was always one of my favorite cousins.
I can imagine how excited you must be.
on April 25, 2008 10:45 PM UltraBob said:
Was beginning to seem real to me too before 3 days in the hospital. Now it seems a distant dream again 8|